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Here's the thing: Sometimes I want my five cheese baked ziti and I want it from Olive Garden.  If you know me, you'll know I HATE spaghetti sauce.  As in, it makes me want to puke on the nearest spot on the floor.  Of course, that might have something to do with the way my family makes it. They like loading their sauce with carrots and onions and that completely ruins the flavor of an otherwise decent sauce.  Back to Olive Garden, because I actually like their five cheese baked ziti.

I mention this because of this link: http://gawker.com/#!5793849/olive-gardens-culinary-institute-is-a-sham.  This article is from April 20th, but I think it's worth linking to.  In short, Olive Garden's claims that they have a cooking school in Tuscany has been proven to be a lie (or semi lie, depending on whether you consider renting a hotel room and teaching stuff there a school).  On one hand, I feel super ripped off.  You know what?  If Olive Garden never mentioned that stupid not-a-school ever again, I'd be a happy woman.  I don't like being lied to and well, I'm not happy right now.

Here's the other thing: I am sick, sick, SICK of all the privilege in the comments.  A lot of folks who are otherwise good people (not really, but I tend to like their comments otherwise) say "Well I have loads of money and can afford to go to real Italian restaurants and Olive Garden sucks and anyone who likes them is a terrible person."  You know what?  You and your loads of money can shove it!  God forbid there are people in this world who honestly do not have the option to go somewhere "better"!  And what if, like me, you happen to like one of their dishes?  That makes me/us bad people?  Yeah, I don't think so!

The bigger problem is that all these privileged people call everyone out for, you guessed it, being privileged.  White privilege, male privilege, rich privilege, you name it.  But it's okay for them to be privileged because they're talking about Olive Garden.  Give me a break!
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I apologize for any potential typos...I am so ragey about this right now (and I'm not even an author!).

If anyone happens to be a horror/mystery/romance reader, you might be interested to know about this really bad company.  So, last year (2010) Leisure/Dorchester stopped paying authors for their books because they were sort-of-but-not-really going bankrupt.  Around this time, the Leisure website had a post about "Hey everyone, we're going to stop publishing Mass Market Paperback and focus exclusively on ebooks!  Because we are innovative!"  Yeah, sure, not because you were late in the ebook game and now you've screwed yourself!  So anyway, writers stopped getting paid and there was a time when Leisure wasn't releasing any books.  So a bunch of writers did one of two things: find another publishing company  and start fresh or find another publishing company and get all rights to their backstock (um, not sure if that's the right word).  Sounds like that's the end, right?

WRONG!

In 2011 (actually, new reports are saying as early as late 2010) Leisure/Dorchester began putting unauthorized copies of their big-name authors in ebook form on places like Amazon.  I always thought if an author said "Okay, publishing company, you screwed me over and I want my books back so I can do whatever with them" then the author gets to do whatever they want with their work and their relationship with the publishing company is done.  Which would mean the publishing company has lost all rights to the work.  Except Leisure/Dorchester is all "Oh no!  How did this happen!  Oh, wait, it's Amazon's fault.  We'll look into it" and "Oh no!  Why are all these readers so upset?  We are innocent!"  Also, they've been making it difficult for people to comment on their Facebook page.

You know what?  This is absolutely the sign of a bad publishing company.  It's bad enough that they didn't pay their authors the first time around.  It's worse that they agreed to revert all rights back to their authors and then go back on that.  It's even worse they're acting like they have no idea what's going on and everyone (authors, readers) is making a big deal about nothing.  This is most definitely something. 

Anyone who wants to get the word out can go to Twitter and use hashtag #BoycottDorchester.  It's interesting to read the tweets already there.
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Normally I don't share personal information, but I thought it was important in this case.  So, here's the thing: I live in West Virginia.  Never mind the jokes about how we're all stupid and backwards (although some folks kind of live up to it, so...yeah).  We have some of the WORST stuff going on at the moment.

-Right now, people in the West Virginia state legislature are debating about returning the death penalty to West Virginia.  The people that support it are all emotional and "They killed my *Insert name of person who is somehow related to them* and they deserve to die, die, DIE!"  Okay, you know what?  There are ways you could make a good case for the death penalty.  If West Virginia has a ridiculously high rate of violent inmates, you might be able to say "Well, if they're such dangerous people, why are we keeping them alive?"  That at least could lead to good discussion.  I don't think emotional testimonies (or whatever they're called) make a good case.  I do not want to live in a state that might seriously considering reinstating the death penalty because of people who come in and cry and rage.

-So, the city of Morgantown is looking for a new police chief (I think that's it; I haven't followed the story that closely).  There were at least five people who applied for the job, and three were out-of-state and two were in-state (possibly Morgantown residents).  The two in-state folks weren't even considered.  Of the three remaining applicants, the first guy was a little handcuff-happy, the second guy caused all sorts of drama in his home state, and the third guy wants to enforce a strict curfew of 11:00 in a college town (and while I hate the bar scene and hate the party-school reputation, this is flat-out ridiculous).  I want someone who understands Morgantown (that it is a college town and that like it or not, we have students, that it is also has residential areas, and so on) and seems reasonable.  

-Let's talk about a certain county's superintendent.  For some semblance of internet safety I won't mention the county.  I was never a fan of him (he made some dangerous decisions about sending kids to school in horrible weather), but he seemed like a decent guy.  Well, he's getting a 15.2 percent raise while the teachers are getting no raises and are actually at risk for being cut.  I agree with one of the teachers when he says a superintendent is only as good as the teachers below him.  Also, there were some counties in the state that had positions available for teachers that were willing to take them, until the teachers found out the pay was less-than-impressive.  I understand why teachers are going out-of-state after getting their degrees and certifications.
 
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First of all, I will get it out of the way: I am/was a genre loyalist (of sorts) myself.  Not that I haven't read much in the way of horror novels since the big publishing company went in a very, very, VERY bad direction (ebooks and trade paperback), but when I DID, I was.  As in, loved, loved, LOVED my horror.  Had to have two or three horror novels in my To Be Read pile.  Would not enjoy novels that didn't have some sort of horror element (although, at this point, urban fantasy was getting extremely formulaic; if it had been awesome and every author's work had been their own, I would've also loved, loved, LOVED my urban fantasy for different reasons).  Here's the biggie:  I did not want to hear people say "Oh, the horror genre sucks!"  I also had problems with this idea that some book reviewers and commenters on their articles said "Only scary people read horror."  Uh, absolutely not.  I think, in the case of this comment, I was justified in being insulted.  But I had genre loyalty and it was BAD. 

This brings me to my point.  Right now, there are a bunch of romance readers and writers up in arms over a woman saying "Romance as a whole is rapey and there is nothing feminist about reading romance." 

I semi agree on point number one and completely agree on point number two, and I promise this is important to my overall point.  I tend to stick with paranormal romance because I like supernatural elements in anything I read, and oh boy is it bad relationships all over the place.  I wouldn't say they're "rapey" as much as "guy calls all the shots."  Even books that are "progressive" where the man and the woman agree to work as an equal unit end up with the guy making most of the decisions and getting all possessive and so on.  Never mind that a lot of these relationships are based on claiming, and sometimes it doesn't even make sense.  I could get the claiming if the man is, say, a part-time creature.  I don't understand it when the man is a god or demon.  As for the second point, I think most women read romance for the fantasy of it.  A few even admit to inserting themselves in place of the female lead at all times.  It just seems like, with all the garbage in the genre (not that all of it is garbage, by the way), you'd want to read it as an escape but say "I'm glad that's NOT me."  Unfortunately, I've never heard THAT from anyone.  Oh well, I have high expectations, so...take from that what you will.

Really, the only reason I read romance is because I can't write relationships.  I've never been in a relationship and it doesn't seem like something that'll happen anytime soon (for various reasons).  There is so much more to this paragraph, but I'll wait a few paragraphs down to make it.

The larger point I wanted to make is this: Romance readers/writers, there are going to be people who hate your genre.  I know, it sucks.  Try thinking you're a well adjusted person, only to be told you can't possibly be a functioning, decent member of the community because you read horror novels.  It's a part of life.  But more importantly, it's okay that people hate your genre.  Not everyone is going to love it just because you do.  In fact, I'd take it a step further and say most people hate the genre, not YOU.  So please, please, PLEASE for the love of everything cute and fluffy stop getting insulted over people saying stuff that may even possibly be true about your genre.  Now, it's different if someone actually does hate you for what you read.  You might be able to make a better case for yourself then.  But from what I've been seeing, it's you folks not being able to handle negative comments because you're such genre loyalists.

And here's some food for thought.  Okay, let's take me.  The two paragraphs above, I say I only read romance so I can write relationships in my own work.  There's more to it.  See, a lot of women read romance for the steaminess and such (which is part of the escape, I guess).  I can't physically/mentally get turned on by that.  I don't know why, I just can't.  I'd also like to add that there are a few book blog websites that have this feature where they post an image of this hot guy.  A lot of people get a lot out of this.  I look at those images and think "Hmmmmm, interesting scenery." or "Odd, I've never seen anyone off the street look like that." or even "Meh."  I do, however, love when these book blog websites post images of locations inspired by the books they read.  Here's another thing: When I read romance, I base my opinion on the book on how the female lead is written.  I like a good female lead (which kind of contradicts my love of horror novels but perfectly explains why I like some urban fantasy).  A book could get a "Oh hey, that was actually really good" because the female lead was engaging, intelligent, someone worth reading about, sarcastic without going over the top, or other related stuff.  The men may be interesting as well, but I do not give books high ratings because of them.  The men just do not do it for me in any sense.  Of course, I read romance novels for different reasons than most (it really is research, and I have learned a lot).  Still, the genre just doesn't appeal to me the way it does to others.

I'd like these genre loyalists to consider that.  Maybe their favorite genre is just not doing it for others.  It doesn't necessarily mean we hate you (and if someone comes across that way, whether it's me or Mr. Random, feel free to ignore/walk away), it just means we don't like the genre.

On a very related note, I am not, by any means, a scary person.  I have a part-time job that I am reasonably capable at.  I want a much more substantial part-time job, and I know I can do the work.  I will be going to college either this summer or this fall (whichever semester I can get into) on a partial scholarship (that I intend to keep all four years by working my butt off).  I may not look like the traditional girl, but I use good hygiene (please excuse the possible misspelling) and take care of myself.  I live at home at the moment, but I help around the house and take care of the pets (a tortoiseshell cat and tuxedo cat; they are fantabulous, usually).  I am a writer (unpublished as of right now) and although I'd love to write in my favorite genre (which is still horror in spite of not being able to keep up with it at the moment) I can't write my novel the right way for it.  I do not have the right edge, which is actually a good point.            
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Okay, so apparently the trend in Young Adult books is post apocalyptic/dystopy.  I'd sort of kind of fit in.  Yay?  But here's the thing: Whether I was writing for adults, teens, kids, whoever, I'd want to write my own thing the way I wanted to write it.  I don't believe in following trends just because that's what sells.  See, that's what sold two years ago and is coming out two years later.  By the time all these post apocalyptic/dystopy stuff is out, it's a new trend.  My god, I shudder to think what people would write when the trend is happy fluffy bunnies that go around hugging people and making the world happy.  In any case, I'm writing this novel the way I want to write it and right now, it's not going easy (or at all) but at least it's working the way I want it to work.  So there is that.

One other thing I read today.  There were some people saying "We hate fantasy (specifically YA Fantasy)!  We want real because it's real!"  If I didn't think it would pop my teeth out, I'd beat my head against the nearest wall all day.  You know, when I was a kid I read a lot of slice-of-life fiction, and I hated it to no end.  Because in being real, it felt too real.  I wanted something I couldn't see every day.  Not necessarily true fantasy (I got into that as well as horror when I was about eighteen), but stuff that was clearly fictitious.  These people also said "You can only learn about the world through realistic fiction."  Sorry, but wrong.  I learned more about real-life issues through speculative fiction novels.  I'd even say I've learned more from paranormal romance than my tenth grade health class (and that is super embarrassing to admit on more than a few levels).  So no, not true.
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The thing that spawns all this is that apparently I am writing a Young Adult novel.  I hate to admit it, but I actually loathe the genre.  Like, will not touch a Young Adult book EVEN if it was written by an author I love and EVEN if it sounded awesome.  I'm not a teen anymore, which might be part of the problem, but I didn't even read much in the way of Young Adult when I WAS a teen.  Here's the thing that gets me: The most popular books tend to be teen paranormal romance, but they push the most dangerous ideas.  For example, this disgusting idea that the guy in the relationship is allowed to be abusive and overly controlling and flat-out creepy and it's okay because he's HOT!  Usually intelligent readers are like "Awwwwww!" and "Best book ever!" and "I want a *Name of guy*!"  A couple friends of mine, in fact, bought into it, and they were two of the smartest people I knew.  Uh, I think I'll pass.  The few books that seem positive in that respect/progressive are real-world based.  Not necessarily that they're literary fiction geared towards teens, but everything feels like it could happen right in front of you.  With that out of the way, I'm writing a Young Adult novel.  Young Adult Supernatural Fantasy, if you'd ask me for a specific genre.  It's only Young Adult because the female lead tends to be in the teen range when stuff happens to her (although the first book is more when she's a preteen), but I'll accept it.  I would absolutely love to contribute GOOD Young Adult fantasy to the genre, so yeah, I'm fine with it.

Here's the rest of the thoughts, which are only related because they deal with the Young Adult Genre.

Today, I read this post where a mom (I think it was a mom, could've been an aunt or cousin) had this daughter who was getting into the Young Adult genre and she had no idea where to turn.  There were a lot of suggestions, most that had me rolling my eyes.  Okay, I was surprised my eyes didn't drop from my head and bounce across the floor.  Never mind that half these books were the teen paranormal romance I griped about above, some of the authors themselves are unpleasant folks.  I don't know about anyone else, but I would not want to support authors who can't accept up-and-coming writers, who chase after people who DARE to say "Your book sucks, here's a comprehensive review to back it up", who have no idea that there are genuinely people who dislike their books, who write horribly abusive relationships and say in interviews, "I've been getting criticism, but these relationships are hot and the guy is hot and I wanted to write a bad boy, so...".  One reason I prefer reading from the adult speculative fiction (umbrella term) sections is the writers tend to be less moon-batty (my term for disconnected, wonky) and the fans seem to have a better grasp that "Okay, this is fiction.  This is not real."  Anyway, this post made me sad.  Also, I wanted to come up with my own suggestions (which would turn out to be adult novels that are "clean" or whatever) but off the top of my head, I couldn't think of any.

There's this interesting trend in cover art, which I think is both Young Adult and Adult.  It's where there's a woman on the cover, and she has this long hair that billows out.  I would not mind having a cover like that on my own book, as long as it was a bit different and distinctive.  Yeah, I know authors don't have much say in their book covers, but I'd kind of like to stand out as much as possible.

I find it weird that a lot of writers in the adult Urban Fantasy genre also write in the Young Adult genre.  Is it like a requirement?  I think I'd find it hard to say "On this day, I'm writing my adult novel.  On this next day, I'm writing my young adult novel."

I know there's a lot more I have to say on this topic, so I'll keep you all posted as it comes to me. 
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I am beginning to think people in the writing community (right now, authors as well as cover designers) would not be thrilled to find out I'm interested in publication, just because...okay, here's the thing.  I'm critical.  If I read a book, for example, I will absolutely find something that I hated or found out of place/unnecessary, whether I liked the book or not.  That's why, while I have so many book review blogs I follow, none of them have completely sung to me.  The reviewers seem to like everything they buy/receive, unless it was horribly written, where it becomes a Did Not Finish (DNF).  This doesn't mean they give everything five stars or an A+ letter grade, but they always say something super positive about the book (whereas, if I were reviewing the book, I would say "It just sucked" and of course give my review based on why).

Today, my issue is about book covers. 

I read a guest post on a blog I like and check every day that dealt with a) the author's new book and b) readers that hate the covers of her books/books in general.  Here it is: http://wickedlilpixie.com/2011/01/19/making-the-best-with-emma-petersen/.  Basically, this woman has received emails from readers saying "Your cover is horrendous!" and judging the book by the cover, and she is trying to tell us don't do that.  She evens it out by saying it's also not a good idea as the author to write a blog post defending your super duper beautiful world-shatteringly amazing cover (totally not her words, by the way,but  I've seen other authors think of theirs covers in such a way), so props to her. 

However, one thing she says in her list of ways to not react to complaints of a bad cover, and I will direct quote it, is this: 2. Insult your cover artist and/or publisher and blame them for your cover.

Okay, here's the thing that's been bothering me for a while, even before she made her post.  There are two ways you could have a horrible cover.  The first way is, the cover looks awesome and beautiful, but the images on the front have zero to do with your writing.  In that case, I'd follow this lady's advice because the cover art isn't going to hurt book sales any.  The second way is, a professionally created cover looks like something an author could do on a basic photoshop program.  Here's the thing: If I, who has never used a photoshop program in my life, could do as good or better than my cover artist, maybe they're doing something wrong.  And maybe it wouldn't be a bad idea to at least tell them "Hey, look, I appreciate it, but this cover isn't going to appeal to people."  I don't know much about the business of being a cover artist, but I'd think they'd get a cut from every book you sold.  If part of the problem is the cover, well, they're not making the money they thought they'd make and that might be a good angle to come from.  Sometimes it is okay to say something isn't working.     
    
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Couple of things spawned this post.

First, I finished my first draft of Borrowed Life and realized it was still not working.  Part of the problem was just, it did not read like a real book.  That's something I think I'll be struggling with for quite some time.  The bigger problem was this: The ending was rushed.  Don't get me wrong, that is the ending I want.  It just felt like while the rest of the book details this character's life, the ending was one paragraph that said "So this is this and that is that.  The end!"  Ugh!  I mean, again, it's the ending I want as far as what happens.  It's just that I as the author felt ripped off.  Imagine what future readers would say.

Second was this post right here: http://thebookpushers.com/2011/01/11/hea-hea-why-art-thou-happy/.  It deals specifically with the romance genre, and this thing called HEA (Happily Ever After), and this reviewer's opinion is that all romance must have an HEA and she hates any book that does not.  Also, she believes that people who do not like HEAs look down on the romance genre (which I disagree with but can see where she's coming from at the same time).  Everyone who has commented agrees with this reviewer.  To be honest, I'm a bit scared to share my opinion because it is VERY dissenting.  But I will share it here because it's relevant to what I'm writing about book endings.

Here's the thing: I want a believable ending.  If you have all this buildup throughout a series and the ending fizzles out, for example, I will most likely take that book and chunk it against the nearest wall.  Can we talk plot twists here, as well?  Because I'm all for a good plot twist, but not at the very end when there was no evidence throughout the book/series to support it.  And as you might've guessed, if this happens I will take that book and chunk it through the nearest wall.  Now let's get specific-ish, because there have been some fantabulous books that have been ruined by one little topic.  Okay, although I'm not really interested in reading about characters having kids, sometimes it happens.  Fair enough.  However, the ending I think I hate most is the one where after you have a character who okay, wants a family and is okay with their pregnancy and so on, ends up with three or more kids and...that's their happy ending.  No no no, not even that.  I mean, I hate the idea that it can't be the things the character has accomplished/overcome that is the happy ending, it's that they have kids, I hate it very much.  It's that characters you think would not want kid after kid after kid (or heck, kids in general)...does that and that's their happy ending.  But that is just my personal gripe.  In short, the ending must be believable.

This reviewer says she feels that a downer ending is a way to mess with the readers.  Hmmmmm, I find that interesting she says this, because I'm on the opposite side of the spectrum.  I feel like a happy ending (particularly when it is not justified) does the same thing.  Now, I will give her some props (or, uh, not really sure of the word) and say that I don't like a downer ending like "Rocks fall and everyone dies."  Like, that exact phrase.   Um, okay, so WHY were we reading this series if that's the ending we get?

I could be completely biased on this topic because I'm more of a horror (well, used to be, before it became hard to find books in the genre)/urban fantasy fan than a romance fan.  See, I like reading a book where I don't know the ending.  I could guess, but that doesn't mean I'd be right.  If I know that the two lead characters are going to end up together and everything will be sappy-happy, then why am I reading the book?  Here I'll add that there's one good thing about the paranromal romance subgenre (and there's other stuff too, but this is the one that jumps out most), and that is this:  There must be a strong emphasis on the paranormal as well as the romance.  I love reading about supernatural stuff.  Therefore, I'll probably enjoy the paranormal aspects.  So, there is that.  Still, my main thing is that I want to be kept guessing, and have to follow the story to know how it ends.

Okay, so those are the two things.  

Now I'm wondering, how would you react to an ending where the main character, who you expect to die (whether it's because of a prophecy or because they have a high-risk job or...fill in the blank) and who had come close to it before, does die?  
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Well, earlier in this blog I outlined stuff I was writing for the third book in a trilogy and then a little later how I was going to merge that trilogy into a new trilogy (since the female leads were the exact same character and I liked both of them).  Well, during the month of November, I went to work on the merged novel.  You know how NaNoWriMo is supposed to be about reaching word count and the first draft doesn't have to be anywhere near perfect?  I did things a bit differently.  My first draft had to be usable.  A lot of pieces of said novel will be edited, but the ideas are solid.  So that's where I left off in my novel bloggings.

Here's the new news.  After reading some different urban fantasy/paranormal romance book blogs and got a feel for what was out there (although I do read urban fantasy, I am very particular about what I buy) I determined something about the creatures I write about.  First of all, I've been going about it the "wrong" way, if you believe some of the blog commenters.  According to them, if you are writing about creatures that have ties to religion (angels, demons, other similar things) then your book must absolutely beat readers over the head with religion. 

See, I don't believe in doing that.  For many reasons, starting with this one: I don't like being beat over the head with an idea.  I don't mind reading something once or twice so I hear it and then it's confirmed, but I do not want every five pages to be about "Oh, readers, in case you forgot what I told you in the last five pages...*Infodump, infodump, infodump*"  Writers I like have done this, and eventually I just skip over it.  Surprise surprise, I got it the first time. 

And also, since I'm not particularly religious myself, I don't think I should be telling my readers "Hey readers, you need to believe in this because it's good and I'm writing about these creatures that have ties to it..."  No, no, no.  Being beat over the head about anything is bad enough, but I particularly hate being beat over the head with preachiness.  I have no issues reading about religious stuff, but I don't want to find out after finishing that the whole point of the book is that it's trying to convert me.  No, can't do it.

So, all this rage leads me up to the way I'm handling my own creatures.  So, I write about demons.  And I write about those demons as part of a religion.  And yes, they tend to be evil (except the really ineffectual ones, and I want to focus more on one in particular in the second novel).  And yes, they have their own leader who exists to cause problems for humans.  But *TWIST* it is a fantasy-world religion, and there is no message I'm trying to push.  The same goes for the spirit guides and god.  In fact, I'd like to note that my spirit guides aren't necessarily good entities.  They're basically humans (appearance wise, do have emotions and sometimes consciences, that good stuff) who just so happen to have a bit more power and live in the spirit realm.  And being basically human means sometimes you do what you want.  So, sometimes there are evil or deeply misguided spirit guides.  It's part of my novel, not me trying to convert anyone.  So now I expect anyone reading this to run away screaming because god forbid a writer uses religion-based creatures in a fantasy world doing fantasy-world things.

And as a quick related-ish aside, I'm not entirely sure how to handle my stupid female lead.  I hate her.  I hate her with everything in me.  She's supposed to be flawed, but I mean I HATE her.  She's just a bad character.  Well, that's where I stand on her right now.   

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I read an article today that made me, well, not really mad, but kind of unhappy.  The article began quite well: When a reviewer reviews a book, they need to be honest.  It continued in a decent vein (while I disagreed with the statement made, it was valid and backed up): Writers should be more than allowed to respond to reviews about their own books.  The conclusion of the piece bothered me: Writers should never ever be personally attacked.  In fact, there are some writers that are so immature and nasty to everyone that doesn't think their writing is absolute gold that maybe a (accurate) personal attack is appropriate.  But the thing that bothered me most about the conclusion was the comments it spawned.

One commenter said, not necessarily word for word, that it is never okay to attack and author OR her writing.  Excuse me?  If a book is horribly written , then I see no need to say "Well, I didn't like it, but it wasn't for me."  That writer would do well hearing "Well, I did enjoy this piece (because as the conventional reviewing wisdow states, you should always start with a compliment) but these ten (or whatever number) things kept me from enjoying this book.  Granted, this method is in no ways an attack.  I most definitely would not start a review with "You suck!" even if that was how I felt (I hate to admit it, but there are those few books and authors I am not at all impressed with) and do not recommend anyone doing it.

The thing that bothers me most about this person's comment is that they don't seem to understand that being honest and blunt is not an attack.  Because as long as you can back up your statements and you're not diving into personal insults that have no tie to what you read (accurate personal "insults" are a different case) I see no problems with the review.

Now, I have to go back to what the article said about writers should be allowed/welcomed, even to respond to reviews of their books. 

Some of the authors I like actually do this, and I'm not sure how I feel about that.  If they're saying "Thank you reviewer!" it almost sounds like "Thank you for the ego-stroking!"  If they're saying "Well, yeah, if you knew anything about my books you'd know why your review is so wrong" then it makes the author look immature/not that great.  I do appreciate author responses where they clear things up for reviewers, because that's kind of like the "If you knew anything about my books..." but instead of telling the reviewer how horrible they are for "misjuging" the writing, they give them useful information for future reference.  In fact, one reason why I (used to) avoid my favorite authors' websites was, I didn't want to find out they were jerky when responding to questions/comments/interviewer questions.  Turns out, most of the authors I like are reasonable people who handle praise and criticism well, so that was a pleasant discovery.

In short, there was this article and its comments that didn't quite do it for me.  

 
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While I was reading my Twitter feed, I came across a link to an article, written by an author I like (most of the time, but it totally depends on what book of hers I'm reading).  So she was talking about being bullied as a child and how it affected her.  Powerful stuff.  Here's the link in case anyone wants to read for themselves: http://www.deadlinedames.com/?p=5192#comments.  I highly recommend it.  In reading the comments (don't worry there's nothing nasty there) I was reminded of something I recently talked to my dad about.

First of all, I want to share something completely related to this.  When I was youngish (thirteen or fourteen) I absolutely loved having my hair cut short and wearing boys clothing (baggy cargo pants in awesome colors like dark olive green, baggy shirts with super-cool, somewhat edgy designs).  The only thing I hated was that sometimes when I'd be in a more traditional-roles state, people would say "Sir?  Sir?  Can I take your order?"  and I'd say "Oh, uh, I'm not a sir."  Give or take that last sentence; sometimes I'd just ignore them until a family member would say "Jess?  They're talking to you."  Oops.  So there was that.  Other than people genuinely mistaking my gender, I loved it.  Because nobody else was doing it (my school was kind of traditional-roles, too, as well as everyone being about the name brands and being hot and...well, you get the idea).

Here's the thing I learned.  Being yourself is so not worth it when you're a teenager.  Because if you didn't follow what was "in" and if you didn't look like everyone else (even in a school that claimed/still claims to be multiculture and such, I stood out a little...and unfortunately/fortuantely-depending on where I am and how I feel about myself in general-I can't easily change skin color) and if you did your own thing and if you just weren't normal...problems, problems.  People do not readily accept you.  In all fairness, these were people I knew for a good eight or so years in other grades and some of them just didn't like me anyway.  So there is that.  But still, it is hard being a teenager.

Long story short, a lot of people just thought I was weird and ignored me.  A few people went out of their way to say "Ewwwww!  She is like so ugly!" and I direct quote that.  Even friends thought I was a bit wonky, but the majority of them do not count because they kind of had a point.  It was not a great three years.  

And then on the high school level, slowly but surely I grew out of my wanting to be different.  I became a little more like everyone around me.  The people I preferred hanging out with were out of the usual folks (drama kids, artists, writers...basically, my definition of cool people) but that happened because being a little weird/a little different is part of my personality.  While I didn't do a total 180, I made some major changes (some in the name of wanting to be accepted again).

This brings me back to what I was telling my dad.

Me: So as you can see, it isn't easy being different when you're a teen.  You have to be hot and cool and you can't be anything different because that's bad.
Dad: Some teens don't think that.
Me (completely in my own head):  Yeah?  Then how come I was so stupid miserable in middle school (the year I dressed like a guy)?

In this author's article, she says that being bullied is not your fault and you should speak out.  Because, you may be thinking it's acceptable behavior and you're supposed to take it with a smile, but  in truth it is not at all appropriate. 

I'd like to add to that (I can't, obviously, it's her piece and it's a fantabulous piece as it is, but if I could...) that being bullied causes issues even after you're long out of middle school/high school.  I, for one, am terrified of being around people and trying to make friends, because I worry that I'll hear a variation of "Ewwwww!  She is like so ugly!"  As my dad says "You're a grown woman!  You are not in middle school anymore!"  Yeah, but I was at one point, and it was not pleasant.  And it really does leave an impression on you, whether you're still in middle school (or high school or college or wherever) or two-plus years out.

Want to know something interesting, though?  Today if I was to do the same thing I did in middle school (wear boys clothes, cut my hair real short) I would be much more accepted.  Because it seems that being older (I'm 20 and working, but I'm also that age when I could've been almost through college) makes you less likely to care what people think (because you like what you're wearing and maybe, depending on the day, how you look) and people care a lot less about how you look anyway. 

Except maybe your boss, and that is a completely different story.       
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Wow, I can't believe I'm writing another rant here!  I thought getting a fresh start would mean less rants, more content.  But, the more time I spend online, the more it seems I discover things to rant about.

I am really beginning to hate the writing forum that I said I used to love/still like because of some of the new people that came on this year.  I love differing perspectives, but there's this one user who has some ridiculous things to say.  The topic that prompted this rant deals with fanfiction and character pairings. I should add that it's not so much her official stance on character pairings (which admittedly bothers me, and I'll explain that the best I can), but how she can't seem to justify her views without dissolving into "I'm done!  I'm out of here!"

So, there's this person who believes that all fanfiction character pairings need to be strictly canon.  There are a sizable number of fanfiction writers that believe this, so fair enough.  In a similar vein, she claims that she isn't anti-gay but "straight" characters must be absolutely one hundred percent "straight" even if readers/viewers don't know their true orientation.  This is significant to mention because, well, fanfiction writers love pairing their favorite characters together in spite of/even if/because they can/just because, no matter what the characters' canon relationships are.  

I find her thoughts on the second part a bit concerning on both a personal and literary level.  

First for the personal.  She added that a lot of people on the forum have been saying her views on "straight" characters being "straight" does mean that she's anti-gay, which is kind of telling.  If you have to say "Well, I'm not anti-gay!" when enough people have been making the observation, maybe you're coming across like you are.  Just a thought that was gnawing at me after reading other posts from her and thinking to myself, "Wow, she sounds really intolerant/close-minded!" 

On a literary standpoint, I firmly agree with the folks that say if an author hasn't said "This character is one hundred percent straight" then readers/viewers are allowed to think whatever they want.  A quick related note: Sometimes there may be slashy subtext that the author had no intention of writing that way but it came out as such anyway, but in my reading experience (yes, I'm more of a book person) I've observed that usually it's intentionally there.  In any case, readers/viewers should have the freedom to make up their own minds about character relationships where the author didn't specify.  But if you know anything about fanfiction writers, you'll know it doesn't matter what the author says is canon.  That's the fun of fanfiction (while I never personally got into it myself, a lot of people say that's what keeps them in).

So we have this user with these views, which in short has some issues (see above explanation) themselves, but there's more to it than that.  If she could have a calm discussion on the forum where she says "This is what I think.  This is my opinion.  Like it, hate it, whatever" it would be fine.  I take the most issue with how she reacts when people disagree with her.  She gets upset and writes a post about "I'm right and if this is what you all act like I'm leaving this forum forever!"  In her defense, she did write a later post apologizing for being so quick to anger, but having read other very similar posts by her, I personally find it unbelievable.

I firmly believe that you can say whatever you want, but you also have to be able to justify it.  And when I say justify, I mean that you can have a reasonable discussion explaining why you disagree with the majority view.  If it becomes clear that you're not getting anywhere then by all means back out (sometimes it's the only way to maintain your sanity).  But if you back out, a simple "I stand by my statement" is sufficient. 

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This has been bothering me for a good year or so, and now I want to share it now because my eyes are more opened (as in, I'm better at noticing concerns when I see them) and I really need to get this off my chest.  It's an unpopular opinion, especially if you, readers, are a fan of everything about this particular site.  I'm going to tell you all anyway.

Well, once upon a time (like, a year ago) I was absolutely in love with this particular writing forum site.  No name will be given because a) it's popular enough that you can guess what it is b) I'm not sure if being negative, even in ways you can justify, is against the rules and c) I don't want my experiences to become everyone's experience.  And d) There are so many other things to like about the forum.  It's one of the few writing forum websites that is aways somewhat active (you know you'll find new and interesting posts even in their "dead season") and it's a great way to get good writing advice.  People don't think you're weird for asking about "fictional" supernatural creatures, for example.  In fact, depending on the genre board, they welcome it.  I loved it.  I still love it. 

Except when I don't, and the following example is only one example of those times.

See, usually the mods are fantabulous people, and I'm not saying that to suck up.  Because as my future lament-thing will show, I'm also not afraid to call someone out when they need it.  So anyway, these mods are what I think of as the best of the bunch.  I tend to hate forum mods because they abuse their power and play favorites (such as, the rules are the rules unless you're the mod's friend, and then they don't apply) and really can't mod worth anything.  These mods don't do any of this.  They like/hate/are indifferent to (and it's not really like/hate/indifferent to...more like, they treat everyone the same) everyone and it's great. 

But here's my concern with a post that happened within the past week and the head mod's response.  She posted a copy of the forum rules and basically said "This is turning into a flame war and if you don't knock it off, I'm locking the thread."  To me, a flame war is lots of baseless name-calling and everyone veers away from the topic just to do that (name-calling).  In this case, it was two people felt strongly one way about an issue and two people felt strongly the other way about the same issue.  To me, that's heated debate.  Granted, one of the posters has a tendency to come off as rude when she's trying to inform you of something (she has a history of this, so I personally try to avoid interaction with her) and yes she was true to that, but all the discussion was on topic and relevent.

The present issue leads me into a past/present issue I've been observing.

This particular mod seems to have some issue (and I don't know what it is, so I refuse to guess...I'm just going by observation here) with heated debate in general. 

For example, a year ago I suggested an off topic forum for news and politics discussion, because there have been other posts (put into the off topic forum) that went into news and politics territory.  Not to mention that just because you're a writer doesn't mean you don't have other interests besides your writing.  So I suggested it, and she essentially said "No, because we're a writing forum, not a news forum.  *A fair point on her end.  I can accept it*  And people would just be rude and hurtful."  Never mind that I as a user saw discussion of news/politics in the current off topic forum and that discussions got heated, yes, but never rude and hurtful.  Heck, there was a writing discussion (one where the original poster was telling everyone to make their stories happy and peaceful with no violence or blood or gore or controversy) that ended much worse than any of the political discussion.  Okay, so fair enough, no news and politics forum.  I can live without that on that particular site.

My issue is that since then this mod seems to have gotten worse about her tolerance, or lack of, for any type of discussion other than "You're such a great writer!  How do you do it?" or "Here's an idea!" or "If you have three choices for what you're writing, go with number three."  And that's what brings me back to the present.  I loved this site.  I still love it in a lot of respects.  And I hate to wrap things up with "She doesn't get it!" because that makes me sad to realize it might be true.     
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There's this woman I follow on Twitter, and although she's more of a paranormal romance fan and I'm more of a horror fan I like reading what she has to say.  One of her tweets was about how she went to review a horror novel on Amazon and people responded to her with "Oh, you can't review a horror novel.  You're a romance fan."  While I absolutely synmpathize with her rage, because nobody has any right to tell you what you can and can't review, I'm split on how I feel about people reviewing outside of their genre of choice.

And like in any post I make, I'm going to explain why.

First of all, consider if it was me instead of her.  The roles would be reversed.  I read horror (as well as dark fantasy and some urban/contemporary fantasy and once in a while sci-fi) and tend to avoid paranormal romance (unless it's a novel that's a blend of genres, and paranormal romance happens to be one of the genres).  So, I would be more at home reviewing a horror novel.  I may not review it correctly (and the fact that there is a correct way to review something is a subject I intend to journal about later) but I would definitely get some words on screen.  So what if one day I decide "Hey, I read this paranormal romance novel and I really want to review it?"  That's one of the reasons I'm taking her side, because one day I could be reviewing a book outside of my genre.

That out of the way, I wanted to say why I'm not so sure I'd be comfortable reading a review from someone who doesn't usually read or review in that particular genre.  I personally read reviews to know whether or not to spend my hard-earned (usually lousy) money on a new book.  I want the review to be reliable. Well, if the reviewer isn't familiar with the genre, some of the critique might be a little misguided. 

For example, say you are someone who reads non-supernatural mystery novels.  When you pick up an urban fantasy novel, where you're likely to have a mystery as a huge part of the plot but there's all sorts of supernatural twists to it (maybe someone killed someone else with magic, or someone released a dangerous creature and main character has to find out who released the creature and then stop it from destroying the world), you might not be prepared to review it.  Your review might say "Well, the mystery was there, but what is with all this magic?  Why couldn't you just have everyone be human?"  Any urban fantasy fan will tell you that's the whole point of the novel, but that's just it. Fans will tell you that.  Someone who is new to the genre themselves could write this review and turn off potential new fans because they weren't aware themselves of what they were getting into.

The other issue I have stems from knowing that readers have favorite genres for a reason.  In this woman's case, it's not a stretch to see her read and review horror novels.  She has said she likes the horror genre, even though she's more of a romance reader.  It's just that romance has spoke to her the most.  Well, if she (or anyone, I'm just using her as an example because that's what I've been doing this entire post) is aware going into the horror novel that there's not going to be the romance she loves and it will get disturbing (hopefully) then I have no doubt that she can write a good review.  But what if a reviewer judges the new genre based on criteria from their genre?

We'll use an example of my favorite genres.  It' isn't entirely fair since I'm aware enough of both genres to know "Oh, yeah, that's going to happen" but I'll ask you to go with me for a bit. 

I can enjoy an urban fantasy novel if it has some blood/gore, more than one scene of action, strong supernatural elements, and a strong lead character.  I can enjoy a horror novel if it has a noticeable amount of blood/gore (unless it's psychological horror, and then it gets a pass), more than one scene of action, strong supernatural elements, and a strong lead character.  Both genres (or genre and subgenre) are similar in what I can enjoy.  Here's the things that would take me out of each genre.  I will give up on an urban fantasy novel if there's all this world-building and no action, no supernatural elements to speak of, no magic (implied is fine if that's the point, but there's got to be evidence), a weak character that relies on everyone around them to solve their problems, and extreme romance (such as, there's a dangerous situation going on and the female and male lead take time out to hop into bed)  I will give up on a horror novel if it's not psychological and there's no blood/gore, if there's no action, if it takes half the book to get to the point and then the point is lost at the end, and if I find myself wanting everyone dead, even the "good guys" I'm supposed to cheer for. 

I have different requirements for what makes a good horror novel and what makes a good urban fantasy novel.  When it comes to what I like, the two are very similar.  When it comes to what I don't like, there are important differences.  If I'm reading an urban fantasy novel I can't say "Well, there's no point and I'm wanting everyone dead, so it is a terrible, terrible book!"  If I'm reading a horror novel, I can't say "Well, there's no magic so it's a terrible, terrible book!"  

I keep saying I may have been using an unfair example and I'm beginning to see why, but let's keep going with it.  I might get my review written and it might make me feel better getting it off my chest, but it wouldn't work as a review.  Because I went in with a checklist from my favorite genre expecting something I wouldn't get from the new genre.

Since I've gone on and on, I think I should close this post.  And I'm going to close it with this.  Anyone should be able to review whatever they like.  Nobody should be telling them "Oh, you can't review it because it's out of your genre!"  However, there are things to consider when reviewing something out of your genre.   
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I read an interesting forum post about what the term "Dark Fiction" meant to people, and although it was just as interesting as I said it was, I was left feeling the need to rant about it.  

I went away from this topic thinking apparently you are not allowed to use the terms Dark Fantasy or Supernatural Thrillers because you're really talking about horror novels and by not calling them horror you're discounting the genre.  Maybe I'm biased because I like the fantasy genre as well as the horror genre (a lot of horror fans look down on fantasy fans, another rant for another time) but I've read novels that have been labeled Dark Fantasy that actually are Dark Fantasy.  I'll even give you an example. 

One of my favorite series is Raine's Landing (or something to that effect; anyway, the town, called Raine's Landing, plays a large role in the books).  It is labeled Dark Fantasy.  It is bloody and gory, as all good horror novels should be.  It has strong supernatural elements.  Romance is less important than...everything else that happens.  But it is still Dark Fantasy rathr than horror, and here's why.  In reading the two books, I saw that the author really had to do some world-building because Raine's Landing may be a real place, but definitely nothing like it was described in the novels.  There is a lot of magic usage going on.  Some situations can be solved by magic alone.  In most horror novels, you find out that all your supernatural concerns can be solved by everyday human stuff.  Well, in this novel, there's a lot that feels believable in context, but it's not so real-world stuff when you think about it later.  Sometimes it borders on going into a discussion of human nature.  I won't spoil anything important because I highly recommend this series (and hopefully there will be more than two books for it) but I can tell you that the human-ish characters have just as many flaws as the non-human characters and the end of the second novel really dives into that.  However, I've never found the end goal of this series to be telling us that humans suck and the supernatural is a lot less scary than we think.  It's still escapist reading and it's not trying to beat us over the head with some life lesson.

I love checking in with this forum as a lurker and there really is a lot of good discussions and such, but the overall opinion for this topic bothered me.   

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